July 8, 2008

wait they don't love you like I love you

This whole,

I don't have a job/
life/
path in life/
I am alone/
but not necessarily lonely/
I think?/
slept until 2:30 this afternoon/
idle/idle/idle/
totally uncomfortable in my own skin to the point where it takes 2 hours to choose what to wear to my internship tomorrow/
which I will probably hate when I wake up/
no music, movie, or book will soothe me/
the thought of even going out to socialize is agonizing to me/
I am the furthest point from satisfaction with self right now/

sort of thing



I think this is what people call an anxiety attack.

1 comment:

Simone said...

just don't watch abc family all day and sulk in the dark.

being alone is fun! even in an apartment with two wings you really aren't ever alone!