August 2, 2008

you think you can do these things but you can't

I'm in B's apartment alone. She is at work. I went to bed at 5:30 and woke up at 11. I have "interviews" at two restaurants. One of which is right in her neighborhood. I'm an idiot. What was I thinking? Not about location, that is for sure.
In an ideal world I would make a lot of money and one of her roommates would move out soon and I could move in. And fun will be had all the time. In an ideal world.

Instead I'm whiling away the time contemplating napping, contemplating cleaning her apartment since I feel that would be a nice thing to do, contemplating the series of unhelpful decisions I've been making all month. Everything I've done lately has been the "lesser of two evils."
My hair stands on end. Gmail chat is ruining my life right now.

This is what I do on rainy days. Deconstruct.

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