Rifling through the top left drawer of my bureau in my bedroom, which is the designated "drawer of shit I use regularly" [lots of wires, headphones, glasses, batteries, thingamabobs, etc], I found my collection of spectacles through the years.
Here is a chronological survey. I am not wearing makeup.


Ages 11-13
13-16


17-19
19-21


21-present
contact lenses[constant]
The only discernible pattern is that I alternate choices between metal and plastic frames each time I get a new pair. My current ones are metal/frameless.
Since I've been wearing the same pair of expired contact lenses since October now and they are really starting to irritate one of my eyes, I can't be bothered and just wear my glasses much more frequently now.
I find that wearing glasses gives me low self-esteem and pretty much disintegrates what confidence I have. I feel frumpy and plain. And I don't like the feeling of this foreign thing on my face. Just hovering there, pinching the bridge of my nose which always leads to a headache. They also make my bangs look all funny, they way they fall on the frames, which is another annoying issue altogether. I think cutting my bangs would remedy this entirely to a significant degree.
Since I've been wearing the same pair of expired contact lenses since October now and they are really starting to irritate one of my eyes, I can't be bothered and just wear my glasses much more frequently now.
I find that wearing glasses gives me low self-esteem and pretty much disintegrates what confidence I have. I feel frumpy and plain. And I don't like the feeling of this foreign thing on my face. Just hovering there, pinching the bridge of my nose which always leads to a headache. They also make my bangs look all funny, they way they fall on the frames, which is another annoying issue altogether. I think cutting my bangs would remedy this entirely to a significant degree.
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